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January 26 i wither.......................pride and fallIt's in your eyes I see the longing you have It's in your eyes I've seen hate grow wild It's in your eyes I feel lost some times It's in your eyes the darkest light Because everything must die It's in the way we are Because everything must die It's in the way we are Stop Don't take my pain away Now it's I who feels the wrath you bring It's all closing in It's strangling me You just need to let me breath Because everything must die It's in the way we are Because everything must die It's in the way we are Will you please let me breath October 09 my little......................................pride and fallMy little you woke the beauty within me As the winter has begun to freeze my soul Now i need to find the light so it can shine a way for you How fortitude the pain you must endure When you wake up in the loneliest nights I hope the light will find you a way to me again Every now and then your soul will tell you lies to bring you down Tell me lies Bring me down My little you bring the light into my life As the sun starts to set in my heart Now i need to find a way so i can taste life again It's in my heart i must have you It is in my heart It's in my heart i must have you 10000 kisses for my little ray of sunshine !! lol September 17 promised land......................iscThe same dream every night the dream of distant lands where sun and moon unite where all my longing ends but when I wake from sleep my eyes are full of rust there's nothing I can keep my vision fades to dust Bring me to the promised land you know I need to understand why horizons are too far too touch Please take me down to holy grounds where I can hear a million sounds why my longing always hurts so much Is there a secret way? is there a secret door? do I have to pray? to reach the promised shore? The key is in your eyes and written on your heart where all the wisdom lies where all creation starts Bring me to the promised land you know I need to understand why horizons are too far too touch Please take me down to holy grounds where I can hear a million sounds why my longing always hurts so much September 14 sweet like creme........................creme mix (lol) this song is for miss creme egg...i think you know who you are...you are as sweet as...lol Sweet like creme You're sweet like creme eggs Finding your way in the dark Ain't so hard when you're close to my heart You are there when I'm feeling alone All I need is for you to come online...lol You're sweet like creme eggs girl Sweet like creme You bring me so much joy You're sweet like creme eggs girl Trust is the lock is the key There's no doubt that your love's for me You are sweet on the tip of my tongue You are warm like the rays of the sun You're sweet like creme eggs girl Sweet like creme You bring me so much joy You're sweet like creme eggs girl Knowing you're there every day Makes me high in my own special way I am calm in the face of your love Knowing you is a gift from above You're sweet like creme eggs girl Sweet like creme You bring me so much joy You're sweet like creme eggs girl You're sweet like Da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da July 31 venom...........................[:SITD:]I am cursed with repeating scenes My heaven’s full of shattered dreams No silver lining - no god - no sun All i have loved is far and gone All i have loved is far and gone I am assailed by endless fear The ghosts of pain are always here My soul - it wanders endlessly On paths where hell is leading me On paths where hell is leading me I feel such an unbearable pain Your venom flows throughout my veins My stronghold’s fragile and too weak Oh, i wish i‘ve never learnt to weep Oh, i wish i‘ve never learnt to weep Someday May our souls embrace again Please believe me Just lay your hand on my heart Someday No time to say good-bye And if we touch our hands Then the sun will fill the sky Someday May our souls embrace again Please believe me Just lay your hand on my heart Someday No time to say good-bye And if we touch our hands Then the sun will fill the sky July 28 disappoint.................................................a23Do you believe in the nobility of suicide? NOOOO !! Just one more time For the sake of sanity Tell me why Explain the gravity That drove you to this That brought you to this place That pushed you down Into the soil's embrace Give me the chance I was denied To sit and talk with you For one last time Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore And watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew The pain you carried Deep inside of you. I can't forget Having to see The words that knocked the wind Right out of me It's not enough I've come undone Trying to find sense Where there is none Just give me peace You owe me that To help ward off the fears I must combat Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore And watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew The pain you carried Deep inside of you. And so I ask For one more chance To understand This senseless circumstance Help me to see This through your eyes The reasons I've been trying To surmise Though you are gone I am still your son And Though your pain is over Mine has just begun Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore And watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew The pain you carried Deep inside of you. July 11 naked................a23Awake aware alone Lost and far from home I walk without these walls So there is less to fall I am naked I have nothing left My bones are picked clean And riddled with regrets Nothing can touch me I've nothing left to take For I am naked But I can never break Bombarded by brutal events Like the rays of a sun Knocked to my knees By the waves that continued to come Each time I rise to my feet I am knocked to the ground But I am an element Nothing can break me down I am naked I have nothing left My bones are picked clean And riddled with regrets Nothing can touch me I've nothing left to take For I am naked But I can never break Link after link in a chain Pulling hard at my limbs The search party's lost now The outlook is growing dim Praying for wisdom There's nobody left to impart But I am an atom And nothing can take me apart May 31 forbidden fruit............iscIn the Garden of Delight Angels breathing bliss But the sweetest touch of all Is the serpent"s kiss And she whispers in your ear Try my fruit of lust I’m the queen of ecstasy In God you cannot trust Taste forbidden fruit The sweetest sin of all Oh, so hard they come And so hard they fall Sleep with snakes and you become A victim of the dark Former mistress of the devil Loves to break a heart Now its time to pay the price Painful is the cost In the dawn of innocence Your paradise is lost Your paradise is lost! Taste forbidden fruit The sweetest sin of all Oh, so hard they come And so hard they fall CLICK ME...COOL VID May 22 seamed stockings !!Why Seamed Stockings Have So Much Sex Appeal...By Gregg Hall Few men can deny the sex appeal of a woman wearing a seamed stocking. It doesn't matter if the dress or skirt is short or mid length since the seam will cause an equal amount of furor in the men who gaze at them no matter what the length of the garment being worn. When seamed stockings were first produced, it was not done with sex appeal in mind. Consider the fact that back when they were invented, women wore floor length dresses, so the stockings were not in evidence to those men who looked at and admired the ladies strolling by. Although these stockings were designed for utilitarian purposes, it could very well be the inability to see these stockings that raised their sexual appeal. Back then, if a man caught even a glimpse of a stocking encased ankle or calf, it was almost akin to today's men seeing the centerfold in a girlie magazine. Despite today's skimpy clothing that leave little to the imagination, a woman who maintains mystery often has a greater appeal to men than those who walk around practically nude. Exotic dancers don't usually come on stage without their clothes, but slowly remove each piece as the men watch in anticipation. A woman who wears a veil over her face that covers everything except her eyes will garner as much attention from men as a beautiful woman whose face is exposed and maybe even more so it's the mystery of wondering what's behind that veil that gets so much thought and causes the imagination of men to soar. The same may be also said of seamed stockings. Regular stockings or pantyhose are plain and don't call much attention. The seam on a stocking literally demands that a man notices a woman's legs. Watching the seam disappear under a skirt or dress further causes a man's imagination to start running, wondering about the promise that the disappearing seam holds. It's because of the high sex appeal that seamed stocking hold that they have continued to be a popular lingerie item of women who want to promote their femininity and sexual appeal. They come in all types of colors and textures, with fishnet stocking holding the award for all around sexiness. There are also practical reasons to don stockings. Unlike pantyhose that can actually cause health problems due to the lack of air circulating in the crotch area, because stockings are worn separately and held in place with a garter belt, air can circulate in that area and provide a healthier environment. Another great reason to choose stockings over pantyhose is because if you get a run in one leg of the pantyhose, the entire garment is ruined. If you have a good supply of stocking in the same color, if you get a run in one leg you can merely throw that one out and replace it with another of the same style... Just love them in Black...lol March 15 let me be your armour...........................a23Let me take the fall Let me take the blame Let me carry you from hell To home again Let me walk for you When your legs are weak Let me find the words for you When you can't speak Let me be your armour Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armour) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armour Let me take the blows That were meant for you Let me help you with the trials You're going through Let me keep you safe From the world outside Let me wipe away the tears That fill your eyes Let me be your armour Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armour) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armour January 01 Panties a brief history.........by S Tomczak & R PaskWhat does your choice of underwear say about you? and how did something as simple as smalls make it so big? Introduction: A Brief Affair. if marilyn monroe happened to be standing on a subway grate and the wind whipped up her white dress, what underwear would be revealed? simple, snug briefs? men's boxer shorts? a red lace thong? with so many choices out there, the knickers that cover a woman's most intimate bits can reveal more than you realize. lingerie is a glimpse into a woman's secret self, the person she is underneath the layers of clothes and who she becomes when the lights go out. (so true) The thong sucks !! November 25 precious.............depeche modePrecious and fragile things Need special handling My God what have we done to You? We always try to share The tenderest of care Now look what we have put You through... Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we'd manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give Angels with silver wings Shouldn't know suffering I wish I could take the pain for You If God has a master plan That only He understands I hope it's Your eyes He's seeing through Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we'd manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give I pray You learn to trust Have faith in both of us And keep room in Your heart for two October 24 old.................assemblage 23When i grow old and my memory Leads me deep into the fog where it abandons me Will you remind me of who i used to be when i was younger? When i am old and the hands of time Have ravaged all the remnants of my fragile mind Will you still tell me of how it used to be when i was stronger? If time is cruel and it takes away All the recollections of my younger days Please help me reminisce of all these past events when days were brighter And years from now when i can't recall The faces and the names i used to know so well Promise you'll help me regain those memories when my load was lighter When we where young and the world seemed Full of nothing else but possibility I still remember blankets of whispers that said 'forever' But if autumn comes and your love for me Has withered like the leaves that fall from every tree Will you lie to me so i can still believe That you still love me? That you still love me? October 18 damaged.............................assemblage 23I am merely the product of the life that i've lived An amalgam of sorrows and the wisdom they give But the weight has grown heavy and it's dragging me down It's so hard not to sink now but i don't want to drown I am damaged but somehow i've managed this far But i don't know if i can find my way back home I am damaged but somehow i've managed for now But i don't think i can face this on my own There is beauty in hardship There are poems in grief There are trails we must go through Though they may shake our beliefs But don't know how i got here lost in the cynical dusk Set adrift in the worry that i've no one to trust If to suffer is holy I'll take my share of the pain I can swim through this sadness If there's something to gain I can reach for the surface and try to pull myself free But the last thing i want is to drag you down here with me I am damaged but somehow i've managed this far........... |
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