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31 juillet

venom...........................[:SITD:]


I am cursed with repeating scenes
My heaven’s full of shattered dreams
No silver lining - no god - no sun
All i have loved is far and gone
All i have loved is far and gone

I am assailed by endless fear
The ghosts of pain are always here
My soul - it wanders endlessly
On paths where hell is leading me
On paths where hell is leading me

I feel such an unbearable pain
Your venom flows throughout my veins
My stronghold’s fragile and too weak
Oh, i wish i‘ve never learnt to weep
Oh, i wish i‘ve never learnt to weep

Someday
May our souls embrace again
Please believe me
Just lay your hand on my heart

Someday
No time to say good-bye
And if we touch our hands
Then the sun will fill the sky

Someday
May our souls embrace again
Please believe me
Just lay your hand on my heart

Someday
No time to say good-bye
And if we touch our hands
Then the sun will fill the sky

28 juillet

disappoint.................................................a23


Do you believe in the nobility of suicide? NOOOO !!


Just one more time
For the sake of sanity
Tell me why
Explain the gravity
That drove you to this
That brought you to this place
That pushed you down
Into the soil's embrace

Give me the chance
I was denied
To sit and talk with you
For one last time


Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.


I can't forget
Having to see
The words that knocked the wind
Right out of me
It's not enough
I've come undone
Trying to find sense
Where there is none

Just give me peace
You owe me that
To help ward off the fears
I must combat


Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.


And so I ask
For one more chance
To understand
This senseless circumstance
Help me to see
This through your eyes
The reasons I've been trying
To surmise

Though you are gone
I am still your son
And Though your pain is over
Mine has just begun


Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.


11 juillet

naked................a23


Awake aware alone
Lost and far from home
I walk without these walls
So there is less to fall

I am naked
I have nothing left
My bones are picked clean
And riddled with regrets
Nothing can touch me
I've nothing left to take
For I am naked
But I can never break


Bombarded by brutal events
Like the rays of a sun
Knocked to my knees
By the waves that continued to come
Each time I rise to my feet
I am knocked to the ground
But I am an element
Nothing can break me down


I am naked
I have nothing left
My bones are picked clean
And riddled with regrets
Nothing can touch me
I've nothing left to take
For I am naked
But I can never break


Link after link in a chain
Pulling hard at my limbs
The search party's lost now
The outlook is growing dim
Praying for wisdom
There's nobody left to impart
But I am an atom
And nothing can take me apart